自我意识

你可曾思考过什么是“自我意识”？你可能觉得我们拥有高度的自我意识，我们在自我意识下呼吸、行止、工作、娱乐……

不过我有一次意外的经历，我经历了自己完完全全没想过的事情。自此之后，我开始怀疑我们已知的一切。

8个小时前，我瘫在床上。我的四肢不能做任何动作，但我的双耳仍清楚地听见闹钟走动的声音。我把眼睛眯成一条缝，感觉到刺眼的光线，又连忙将眼睛闭上，然后我就感觉到世界像是在流沙中一般，逐渐向下陷，重力将我拉进深渊。

当我可以再次活动我的身体的时候，发现自己已经到了一个我未曾到过的陌生的世界，但是我却异样地充满了熟悉感。房子的装潢不像是现代的，应该处于更先进的年代，我并没有办法辨识是公元多少年。

我开始在屋子里游荡，寻找跟我一样的人。终于，我在一个巨型荧幕前发现了一个在“牙医诊疗椅”（对不起，我想不到更好的形容词）上睡去的人，奇特的是，我看不出那人的性别。

从闪烁的荧幕上，我看到了这辈子最惊人的画面——

上面有无数个第一人称视野的人物，我尝试着去操控一个人物。那是一个男孩，在学校里最容易被同学欺负的那种。当时有个恶霸正向他头上倾倒着奶茶，黏腻的饮料在他的衣服上流淌，他只能默默擦拭着眼泪。我注意到他用来擦眼泪的那只手上有着独特的胎记。

我操控着那个男孩，让他从地上随手捡了一个不小的石块，随手丢了过去。“砰”地一声，那个恶霸应声倒地。我继续操纵那孩子，让他跨坐在那瘫软的身体上，持续敲打那恶霸的头部。

随后我放弃了操控权。(鬼怪吧:http:///转载请保留!)有趣的是，那孩子发呆地望着自己的双手，害怕得连手中的石块都掉了下来，然后开始哭起来。

“你是谁？”背后的怒吼，来自于那个“牙医椅”上的人。突如其来的一吼把我吓了一跳，身体向前一震，我从床上掉了下来。

又是一个无聊的下午，我正要关上电视去冲个澡，一条插播新闻吸引了我的注意——“校园血案：男孩受欺反扑恶霸”。一个被警察护住的男孩，仅露出双手，那只有胎记的手让我一惊：

我明白，那不止是个游戏，我也明白，为什么有时候人心里所想的与身体所做的事情会完全不一样。

原来那真的不止是一场游戏，那么，那个躺在椅子上的人是谁？

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