牵他入梦

1992年，我读中专。我们都是些年轻的、无拘无束的孩子。一个宿舍6个人，来自全国各地不同的地方。

梅是这群人里最沉默的一个女孩。她来自广西，听说妈妈是少数民族。在我们这一群人之中，她的生活相对来说比较朴素，而且我们也知道，她家里没有多少钱，读这个中专，就是为了想早早分配工作，给家里解决困难。

于是，我常常想帮帮她，不管是家里寄来的零食，还是食堂里的饭票，我都愿意无条件地与她共享，我们也成了很好的朋友，几乎无话不谈。只是谈到她的家族，她会巧妙地避开这个话题。

那个时候，学校里面流行恋爱，不久，我也开始喜欢一个学长。他很帅，也很有型。

我只把这个秘密告诉了梅，她十分肯定的赞成让我觉得更加有了勇气。我开始给学长写一封又一封长长的情书，用很浪漫的粉红色纸写。终于，在写满了20封的时候，我把学长约了出来，把这些东西递给了他。

他对追他的女孩似乎十分了解，那些情书，他看也没看就推给了我，然后冷冷地告诉我一声，对不起，我对你没感觉。

这一句话，深深地刺痛了我，我觉得，那一刻，我所有的自尊都被他践踏到了地上。他走后，我坐在楼道那里哭了很久很久，直到梅的出现，她抱着我的肩头，安慰我。

从那之后，我有了心事，而且这心事直接影响到了学习。有时半夜，我会忽地坐起来，想着那天他拒绝我的样子，伤心不已。这些事情，梅都看在眼里，我觉得她特别心疼我。

终于有一天，我们两个人散步时，她问我，文丽，你是一个好女孩，得不到一个人真的这么痛苦吗？

我于是给她讲了一个故事。(绝世唐门:www.tanmenba.com)小时候我特别喜欢邻居一个玩具，特别想得到，可是那个小城市没有地方买，我哭闹了半年，后来，终于有人出差给我带了回来，我兴奋万分，但只玩了三天，我就没感觉了。

我认真地告诉梅，我就是这样一个人，没得到的，永远是好的。我也知道我的任性，可是我改变不了。

梅想了很久，说，我可以帮帮你，但是你要替我保密，不能让同学知道。

我看了她半天，突然笑了，我以为她在跟我开玩笑，可是看她认真的劲头，又不太像。

第二天，我去操场看学长打球，梅也跟着去了，不仅跟去了，而且还自告奋勇地当起了那些男生衣服的保管员。别人看球，我就看她把那些男生随随便便脱下的衣服整理整齐，又细心地用小纸条写上名字，一时间，我不知道她究竟想干什么。

那天晚上，她给我端了一杯水让我喝下去。这个时候的我，已经很迷惑了，喝下那杯水，她告诉我，什么也不要想，你就睡觉就行了。

熄灯之后，我很快就睡着了。从来不做梦的我，突然做了一个梦。我梦到，学长一个人在操场那里站着，我走过去，他对我说他一直喜欢我，然后紧紧地抱着我。我被这突如其来的幸福惊呆了，任由他抱着，后来，他还亲吻我。梦里的感觉那样真实。

被起床铃惊醒之后，我感觉自己的身心十分轻松，似乎已经得到了学长。在洗漱时，我兴奋地对梅悄悄说，我梦到了学长，而且我们还拥抱亲吻了。她却淡淡地对我说，人都是日有所思，夜有所梦的。

我突然想起她说那天可以帮我的事情，还有近日种种怪现象，一种奇怪的猜测突然就涌入了心问，我对梅说，是不是你帮我？

她看着我，点了点头，说，一定替我保密。

我撒娇一样说，可是今天晚上，我还是想梦见他。她点点头，对我说，会的。

第二天，我真就又梦到了学长，我们两个亲吻之后，在草地上说着甜蜜的情话，我更觉得满足了。

可是一觉醒来之后，我却有些恐怖。早上起床，我看到梅亮晶晶的眼睛，突然觉得心里十分害怕，难道她真的有这种功能？我只听说她来自一个少数民族，但关于他们的民族习俗和生活方式，她一点也没有向我这个好朋友透露过。

第三天，我就不想再做这个梦了。可是学长依旧会出现在我的梦里。

我很无奈，终于告诉梅我已经厌倦了。于是，她让我躺下，叽里咕噜不知念了些什么话，我就感觉到十分轻松，睡了一小觉之后，觉得身上十分轻松。而且从此之后，学长就真的从我的梦里消失了。

这个秘密我一直没有告诉任何人，直到我们毕业，梅都没有告诉我为什么。我也开玩笑地求她解释，她淡淡地对我说，不过是心理作用罢了。可是我相信，没那么简单。

毕业之后，我结婚，她也结婚，我们相隔上千公里，也渐渐很少联系，网络发达了之后，我在网络上与她视频过，她胖了，也白了，带着女儿问我好，一切的一切，都十分家常，可是我依旧相信她有着一种魔力，而且，那时我做的梦，一定与那天她突然帮男生们整理衣服有关。

我把这件事告诉了老公，老公说，人的衣服、头发等东西，都是有自己信息素在里面的，现在的科学解释不了一些民俗的神秘力量，可能就跟信息素有关。可是这些，我都不去考究了，或者那些只是青春期强烈的心理活动的影响吧。牵他入梦的事情，就当是一场青春期的玩笑。

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