毕业一年后，我进了家广告公司，试用期三个月，职位暂定为文秘。曾经看到过一句很形象的描述文秘的话，“文秘是个筐，什么都可以往里装。”对此我深有体会，那些老职员纷纷将并不直接属于我的工作统统往我这里塞，致使每天我和另一位新来的同事都会加班到很晚。不过幸好晚上还有一个人和我们做伴，那就是住在一楼的清洁工吴姨。
吴姨是位很质朴又和善的中年妇女。她总是在我们下班之后打扫楼道和卫生间。偶尔遇到我们，她便会和我们聊上几句，有时候会到我们办公室来小坐一会儿。
我清楚地记得第一次见到吴姨的情形，她看我第一眼后神情便激动起来，嘴里一个劲儿说着：“真像！真像！”还一边说一边拿出一张照片来，她说那是她唯一的女儿，在十几岁时走失了。最近听说有人在这个城市看到过她的女儿，所以吴姨便来到这里，想边打工边寻找女儿。
一旁的同事拿着照片端详我片刻后，开玩笑说：“你和她的女儿真的很像，你回去问问你妈妈，你是不是捡来的。”
我自然没有去问，因为我就是我妈妈亲生的，我妈妈为了生我做了剖腹产手术，刀口发了炎，现在肚皮上还有一道宽宽的疤痕。但是吴姨却仍认定了我有可能是她的女儿。有几次还要我跟她去做亲子鉴定。虽然这一事件给我在公司带来了一点不大的影响，但是我并没有怪罪吴姨，我想这也许是她思女心切产生的臆想吧。
吴姨仍旧每晚雷打不动地来我们办公室，有时还会给我捎些点心之类的食品，对此我心存感激，毕竟我真的不是她的女儿。
但是近段时间，吴姨忽然来楼上的次数少了，偶尔来一次也是一副有气无力的样子。原来她最近心脏不太好，而她又舍不得花钱住院，所以一直撑着。
一天天数着日子，转眼间试用期即将结束，我和新同事的工作量逐渐减少，那晚我们原本打算再加最后一次班，却不料新同事被她的男朋友叫了去，办公室只剩下了我一个人。
不知什么时候，外面下起了雨，雨点敲打着窗户，偶尔还有风透过窗户缝隙吹动窗帘。此时我心里隐隐有些害怕，想将电脑的音量调大，却不料忽然停了电，黑暗和恐惧瞬间将我包围。我一边用手机上的手电筒整理着桌上的文件，一边打电话让哥哥来接我。
正在这时，吴姨忽然出现在我面前，我竟然没有听到她开门的声音。我想大概是被雨点敲打窗户的声音遮盖住了吧？我向吴姨打了个招呼，吴姨却没有回应我。她不坐下，只是伫立在黑暗处面对着我。见到吴姨，我恐慌的心稍稍平稳了许多。尽管手电筒的光线太暗，我看不清吴姨的表情，可我还是觉得她整个人有点木木的，怪怪的。
许久，吴姨才说了一句：“我带你一起下去吧！”
以往总是哥哥在楼下等我，今晚没电，我正担心一个人怎么下楼呢，所以我很快答应了，和吴姨走出了办公室。
大概是电量不足的原因吧，手电筒的光在楼道里越发的暗淡。楼道里很寂静，窗外雨点的声音和我的脚步声清晰可闻。走着走着我忽然意识到一个问题，我和吴姨两个人走路，怎么只听到我的脚步声？
正当我满腹狐疑时，迎面投来一束光亮，原来是哥哥来接我了。我迎向哥哥，和他边说边往楼下走。当我想起吴姨时，却已不见了她的踪影。我想她大概在我和哥哥说话时已经下了楼吧？但当我问哥哥有没有见到吴姨时，哥哥却说从他上了楼就没有见到我身边还有别人。
这事真是奇怪了，刚才明明是吴姨无疑，哥哥怎么会看不到呢？说来大概还是因为停电的缘故吧？我带着一头雾水回了家。
第二天早上上班后，我得到了一个意外的消息，吴姨在昨晚忽然病逝了，时间在十点左右。我惊愕得差点把水杯扔掉。昨晚停电时我看了一下手机，时间正好是十点。我只觉头皮一阵阵发麻，心跳也瞬间加速了起来。我安慰自己道：也许吴姨想在临死之前看看我，才上了楼。但是她反常的举动和静得出奇的脚步声又说明什么呢？我在百思不得其解中熬到了下班。
刚刚回到家，我便被母亲送到了医院，原来我一直在发着烧，自己却不知道。因为母亲一直说我八字弱，所以我向她隐瞒了这件事。病好后，我以身体不好为理由，向公司递交了辞呈。我不知道那晚吴姨是不是想在临死前去看看我，但是我却无法摆脱她和这栋楼给我带来的恐惧感。我怕继续在这里工作会崩溃掉。
曾经我以为时间会一点点将这段记忆湮没，但是至今我仍然害怕太阳落山，害怕一个人在家，甚至害怕有人说我长得像某个人。不过虽然这段记忆带给了我难以磨灭的心理阴影，但我还是认为吴姨是个好人。可怜天下父母心，无论在哪个世界，母爱都是一样的。
Introduce:After graduating one year, I took domestic ad company, probation 3 months, position is provisional for article secret. Once had seen very the depicts article secret word of figure, "Article secret is a basket, whats can be gone to li of outfit. " to this I have experience greatly, those old staff members go to the job that does not belong to me directly completely in succession fill in here, cause everyday I and another newcome colleague can work overtime very late. There still are a person and our keep sb company in the evening fortunately nevertheless, the cleaner that lives in first floor namely then aunt. the aunt is very plain genial middleaged woman. She always cleans corridor and toilet after we come off work. Now and then encounter us, she can get on a few a little with us, can come to our office occasionally small sit a little while. I remember seeing for the first time clearly the case of the aunt, the expression after she sees me the first times warms up, the continuously in the mouth is saying: "Resemble really! Resemble really! " still say to take out a piece of picture at the same time at the same time, she says that is her only daughters, when ten years old be lost. Hear somebody has seen her daughter in this city recently, so the aunt comes to here, think the edge works the edge searchs a daughter. Aside after the colleague is taking a photograph to look my moment up and down, say for fun: "You and her daughter is true picture, you go back ask you mother, you are collected those who come. " I did not ask naturally, because I am of my mom one's own, my mom became a Caesarean operation to give birth to me, blade was sent phlogistic, there still is one on belly now the line is broad wide scar. But the daughter that the aunt still maintained me however is her likely. Have a few times even I am done with her close child appraisal. Although this one incident gave me to bring not big impact in the company, but I was not blamed aunt, what I think this perhaps is she thinks of female heart to cut generation is subjective. the aunt still comes to our office finally every night, still can give me take along sth to sb sometimes some the food of mug-up and so on, to this my heart is put appreciate, after all the daughter that I am not her really. But close paragraph of time, the time that the aunt upstairs comes to suddenly is little, now and then coming also is a pair of weak appearance. She is the so closest the heart is not quite good, and she hates to part with beautiful money be in hospital again, maintaining all the time so. Counting a day every day, probation of before you can say Jack Robinson is about to end, the workload drop off of I and new fellow worker, we plan to work overtime the last time again originally that evening, however unexpectedly new fellow worker was cried by her boy friend, the office left my person only. Do not know when, rain fell outside, raindrop is knocking a window, now and then still wind puffs through window aperture curtain. Right now in my heart faint some fear, think the volume shift computer is big, stopped suddenly unexpectedly however
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