高中毕业不久，我的奶奶就去世了。
奶奶去世前一年，只要我周末回家，她就会叫我和其他几个晚辈去看看她的棺材。
奶奶的棺材是黑色的，很高也很大，反正从我记事开始就有这口棺材了。
奶奶当时84岁，由于生病吃药太多，有了副作用，双眼从两年前起就已经看不见东西了。
奶奶的棺材盖子一直都揭开着摆放在那里，她叫我们去看，就是看棺材底部有没有潮湿的痕迹。
刚开始看的时候，我们告诉她说棺材里面是干干的，奶奶会自言自语地笑笑说：还要等到什么时候哦。
去世前半年，有一次我们看完棺材后向奶奶汇报说有点潮湿的痕迹了，奶奶听后点点头说：哦，知道了。
去世前两个月我回家，奶奶又叫我带晚辈去看那口棺材，我看到里面有一半都潮湿了，就告诉了奶奶。奶奶就笑了，说：好、好，我知道了。
由于高考临近，学校复习抓的很紧，我近两个月都没有回家。
高考结束后我回到家里，首先就去看奶奶，因为她很疼我，我也很爱她。
奶奶似乎能看见我一般，离着老远就喊我的名字。当时我还笑道：奶奶你真是神仙呢，你怎么就知道是我？奶奶笑笑没有解释。
奶奶看起来精神很不错，我也就很开心。我们闲聊了一阵子，奶奶又叫我去帮忙看看她的棺材，当时没有别的晚辈，就我一个人，我也不好说什么，就去看了。
就见棺材里面都好似露湿了一般，再没有干燥的地方。我告诉了奶奶，奶奶听后没有说什么，只把我拉到跟前，从头到腰摸了一遍。
奶奶虽然很疼我，但我记得14岁以后她就没有这样抚摸过我了，可这次她抚摸我的时候，我突然心底升起一种莫名的悲怆，反正说不出原因。
奶奶抚摸了我一阵，说了句让我莫名其妙的话：差不多了，应该差不多了。
然后拍拍我的手说：去给我摘几个李子来吃。
当时李子还没有熟，我就爬树上选了5个相对来说比较大的李子给奶奶，奶奶接过后并没有直接吃，而是装在了荷包里，我不知道她的用意，也没有问什么。
当晚我们吃的是腊肉煎饼和稀饭，奶奶突然喊到我的名字，说：你给我喂两个煎饼吃。
我当时觉得奶奶好奇怪，她从来没有叫我喂她吃什么东西啊，但我还是依言照做了。
奶奶吃的很香，但就只吃了两个，稀饭也没有吃，然后就说要去睡觉，让我把她扶到她睡的屋子里去。
我扶她上床后，奶奶又拉着我抚摸了一阵子，有几次我感觉她似乎想说什么，但总欲言又止，最后就拍拍我的肩膀示意我可以走了，我临出门的时候奶奶突然自言自语地说：如果熟了你愿意吃那多好啊。我也没有细想。
第二天，我堂侄女叫奶奶吃饭，却发现奶奶已经静静地躺在床上去世了，摸摸身体，余温还有，估计去世时间不太久，我们顿时都大哭起来。
我伯娘给她换寿衣并整理她的旧衣物时，从她刚穿过的衣服里摸出了5个大大的李子，我一看就知道是我头天摘给奶奶的，但我摘的李子当时还比较青比较硬的，而此时那5个李子却好似熟透了一般。
别人倒没有觉得奇怪，只我心里感到百思不得其解。
后来下葬的时候，大伯就将这5个李子随奶奶一起下葬了。
一晃奶奶过世已经满了100天，天气也逐渐转冷。
这天晚上我8点左右就睡床上去了，我熄灭了灯，当晚的月亮很大很明亮，透过窗户屋里也显得很清晰。
我妈妈和妹妹睡一间卧室，和我的卧室就隔一道门，通常这道门我们都没有关过。
我躺在床上，翻来覆去睡不着，冥冥中总觉有什么事情会发生。
大约9点半钟的光景，恍惚间我感觉屋里有人在走动，遂睁开眼睛，果然，在透过窗户的月光下，分明就是奶奶在屋里来回徘徊，她身上穿的正是去世后新换上的那身黑色寿衣。
奶奶来回走了两圈，步子很慢，但没有任何声音。
奇怪的是，我一向胆子很小，特别害怕见到死去的人，但这天晚上我见到了死去的奶奶竟然一点都不觉得害怕，还忍不住轻轻喊出了声：奶奶。
奶奶似乎听到了我的喊声，好像迟疑了一下，然后就往通向过道的门口走去，我急了就大声喊了起来：奶奶，奶奶 ……
但奶奶不回头，直接消失在门口，而当时通往过道的门口是反锁着的，奶奶消失前后，门一直没有开过。
我的喊声把另一个卧室睡觉的妈和妹妹也给吵醒了，我妈知道我胆小，就忙从一直开着的那道门来到我房间，连衣服都没有穿整齐，进来就问我：你看见什么了？
我老老实实地说我看见奶奶了。
我妈就说：那是你在做梦，是幻觉，不要想那么多，我和你妹妹就住在旁边卧室，谁敢来打搅你啊？我也就没有多说什么。
第二天，我无意中发现妈妈偷偷买了一把香和一打纸出去了……
后来我和妈妈一直没有再谈起过这件事情，但我心里却总觉得那晚我看到的，真真切切就是逝去的奶奶。
Introduce:High school graduates before long, my grandma died. Before the grandma dies one year, want me to come home on the weekend only, she can cry I and other the bier that a few junior go to seeing her. The bier of the grandma is black, very tall very big also, begin to have this bier from my begin to remember things anyway. Grandma 84 years old at that time, because fall ill,take medicine too much, had side effect, double eye from already invisible thing has two years ago. Cap is opening the bier of the grandma to put all the time over, she calls us to look, see bier bottom have damp mark namely. When just beginning to look, we tell her to say those who work to be dry inside bier, the grandma can laugh alone laugh say: Even when when oh. The half an year before dying, once we see bier backward grandma report says a bit damp trace, after the grandma listens, nod say: Oh, knew. Before dying two months I come home, the grandma calls me to take junior to see that bier again, I see inside have an in part damp, told a grandma. The grandma laughed, say: Good, good, I knew. As a result of drawing near of the university entrance exam, the school is reviewed those who catch is very close, I am close two months did not come home. After the university entrance exam ends, I return the home in, see a grandma above all, because of her very be fond of me, I also love her very much. The grandma can see I am general it seems that, leave a move old far the name that calls me. I still laugh at that time: Grandma you are an immortal really, how is you know me? Grandma laugh laughs to did not explain. The grandma looks mind is very good, I am very happy also. Our prattle a period of time, the grandma calls me to help again the bier that sees her, there is not other junior at that time, with respect to my person, what say I am bad also, went looking. See bier inside seem dew became wet general, do not have dry place again. I told a grandma, what to say after the grandma listens, pull me only in front of, felt to the waist from the beginning. The grandma although very be fond of me, but after I remember 14 years old, she had not touched me so, but when this she touchs me, I am abrupt the bottom of the heart rises a kind of ineffable Bei sorrowful, do not say to give a reason anyway. The grandma touched me, said a word that makes me indescribable: About the same, should about the same. Pat the hand that takes me to say next: Go picking a few plum to eat to me. Plum still is done not have at that time ripe, I chose 5 on swarm opposite for bigger plum gives a grandma, after the grandma has been received, did not eat directly, install however was in in pouch, I do not know her intention, what to ask. That evening what we eat is bacon thin pancake made of millet flour and congee, the grandma calls my name suddenly, say: You feed two thin pancake made of millet flour to eat to me. I feel grandma curiosity is strange at that time, she is done not have
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