妻子小秋是个善良的女人，在她生前我们感情很好。我的工作是给一个单位领导开车，这是个随时都会出现意外的差事。小秋整日担心我在路上的安全，专门在附近一家据说很灵验的寺庙，为我求了一个开光的玉菩萨。
对于神灵保佑一说，我自是不屑的，但为了不拒绝小秋的一番好意，还是装模作样地戴到了脖子上。小秋规定我时刻都要戴上，连洗澡的时候都不能取下，用她的话说，玉能通灵，时间长了会人玉一体，保佑我平平安安。
小秋是由于宫外孕误诊去世的，弥留之际，她还在嘱咐我，要照顾好自己，特别是要注意交通安全。当时我的心情很激动，大有随她而去的冲动，她的最后一句话还在说，罗成，你要好好生活，这样的话，我就是死了也会保佑你的。
很长一段时间，我都没能从低沉的情绪中恢复过来。我一直没有再婚，而脖子上戴的那个玉菩萨，成了我睹物思人的见证。经常在夜晚，我会把它托到手掌里，像面对小秋一样，低低诉说。甚至有时，当我深情地呼唤小秋的名字，会有片刻的恍惚，感觉玉菩萨有微微的振动，玉体有阵阵暖流传出。我笑自己，一定是过于思念，才会产生这样的错觉。
一个阴雨绵绵的上午，我请好假去参加邻市一个朋友的婚礼，开车的时候，却怎么也发动不起来，只好借了同事的车赶了过去。
席间被劝酒无数，后来又去了酒吧狂欢，结束后已经是凌晨一点。想到第二天还要上班，我咬咬牙定定神，还是决定开车回家。由于酒压得胸口闷得慌，我连安全带都没系。
车进入国道的时候，雨下得更大了。我渐渐迷糊起来，眼皮开始打架，前方有一辆长途客车不紧不慢地开着。我不禁有些着急，一踩油门加到140迈，猛打方向盘准备超车。
当我刚刚超过客车猛一抬眼看左前方，一辆满载的大货车迎面急驰而来，我心里大叫一声糟糕，下意识地猛踩刹车，对方也开始减速并向他的右方偏移。可惜还是晚了，路上太湿，车随着惯性往前急滑，我整个人傻住了。就在这0.5秒的瞬间，我忽然感觉浑身被一种很温暖的气流所包围，没有系安全带的上半身被这种气流带动着不由自主地倒向右边的副驾驶座。
等车终于停住的时候，我才确定自己没有死，我直起身子活动了一下手脚，居然完好无损。左边的车灯已经熄灭了，我抬手推了推，才发现车门已经掉了，我艰难地把双腿从已经变形的车里抽出来，原来发动机整个都被撞得凹了进来，离我的腿不会超过1厘米。
我倒吸一口凉气，才发现和我相撞的货车早已不知去向。后面有车开过来，我看到身后5米远的地方，有我被刮掉的车门，和那个货车的一面车前镜。
这时候，我忽然感觉胸口靠近皮带的地方有个凉凉的东西，伸手摸进去，居然是小秋送的那个玉菩萨，上面用红线编织的绳子不知道什么时候断了，齐刷刷地，像被人用剪刀剪断的一样。可是，从朋友家走的时候，我还记得它还好好戴在我脖子上的。
借着手机的亮光，我再次端详起那个玉菩萨，发现它忽然没有了往日的光泽，变得黯然无色，握在手里也没有暖暖的温度。
同事很快赶过来帮我处理好一切，并把我带回家。回到家里，我猛然想起，那天是小秋三周年的忌日。顿时，我泪如雨下，我是个无神论者，但我还是相信，冥冥中自有一股力量，能穿越时空界限，牵动两个相爱之人的灵魂。
后来，我听说，人死后，肉体腐化，但精气会形成电波的形式，存在于世界上。如果生前有未了的事情，精气久久凝住不会散去。小秋生前一直都担心我的交通安全，如果真的有精气电波之说，那么，那个我贴身携带的玉菩萨，一定是小秋死后电波汇聚之地，她用最后的一点精气来保佑我的。
Introduce:Wife Xiaoqiu is a kind-hearted woman, in her before one's death our feeling is very good. My job is to give an unit leader to drive, this is can appear at any time accident assignment. What Xiaoqiu fears I go up in the road whole days is safe, be in technically around one allegedly very effective cloister, sought a jade a term applied to a kindhearted person that drives light for me. Bless to deities say, my naturally distains, but to do not reject Xiaoqiu well-intentioned, wore a neck bumblingly still to go up. Xiaoqiu stipulates I always want to wear, when bathing repeatedly, cannot get off, the word that uses her says, jade can be connected clever, time grew an organic whole of meeting person jade, bless me to be installed flatly. As a result of,Xiaoqiu is ectopic pregnancy by accident examine dies, during be dying, she still is in enjoin me, want to had taken care of oneself, want to notice transportation is safe especially. My mood is very excited at that time, have the impulse that follow her and goes greatly, last her word still is saying, luo Cheng, you should live well, such word, I died to also can bless you namely. Very long period of time, I fail to restore to come over from inside grave mood. I did not remarry all the time, and that jade a term applied to a kindhearted person that wears on the neck, became the testimony of my the thing reminds one of its owner. Often be in night, I can hold it in the palm in the palm, like facing Xiaoqiu, low recount. Even sometimes, call Xiaoqiu's name affectionately when me, what can have moment is absentminded, sensory jade Bodhisattva has slightly oscillatory, jade body has blast blast warm current comes out. I laugh at myself, it is certainly too longing, ability can produce such illusion. An overcast and rainy is unbroken in the morning, I ask for leave to attend the wedding of a friend of adjacent city, when driving, how to also start however do not rise, the car that was forced to lend a staff drove the past. Between banquet by urge sb to drink. countless, went again later bar is orgiastic, before dawn has been after the end a bit. Think of to go to work even the following day, I bite gnash one's teeth to decide compose oneself, still decide to drive come home. Because wine is pressed so that wind covers tightly unbearably, I do not have even safety belt the department. When the car enters a country to, rain falls more greatly. I rise mistily gradually, eyelid begins to fight, ahead has an intercity bus incompact leaving slow. I can't help some are anxious, one step on the gas is added 140 stride, strike steering wheel to prepare overtake. Just exceed a passenger car to carry suddenly when me soon left ahead, a loaded to capacity old freight car runs quickly head on and come, how terrible cries in my heart, step on brake suddenly subliminally, the other side also begins decelerate and the right deflection to him. Still be late regrettablly, on the road too wet, car as inertial slip urgently forth, I am whole the person is foolish lived. With respect to the instant in this 0.5 seconds, I feel suddenly be surrounded by a kind of very warm air current place all over, the upper part of the body that did not fasten safety belt is enraged by this kind
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