我曾经疯狂地迷恋上网络游戏，是因为我暗恋上班级里的一个男生，他叫张远，酷酷的样子很迷人。张远喜欢网络游戏，为了接近他，每天我也背着书包去同一家网吧上网。
可想而知我的成绩一落千丈，换来的却是张远对我的不冷不热。
星期五的下午，老师家访。父亲听说我是因为上网吧成绩急剧下滑，就对我大发脾气，动手打了我，甚至骂我“滚”。老师走后，我一气之下跑了出去。周末，学校也没有人，我又不知道该去哪里，只好又去了那个连名字都没有的黑网吧。
当我进入了游戏，才发现张远也在游戏里，只是他的身边还有一个穿着短裙的女孩。我心里难受极了，在游戏世界里漫无目的地走来走去。
我就是在这时遇到“我在等你”的玩家的，他的人物等级比张远还高，连装备都是顶级的。他一路跟着我，说“紫语”我带你玩儿！
我很烦，不愿意理他，可他还是跟着我。我就想利用他一下，说，有人欺负我，你帮不帮我々然后我说出了张远的游戏人物名宇。他说你等着，然后就追上了张远，上前砍了他一刀。我终于发泄了自己心里的怨恨，尽管是在网络游戏里。
“我在等你”又带我玩了一会儿，让我感觉亲近起来。
后来他说他要下了，今天是他的生日，并对我说，让我一定要早点回家。我赌气地说，不，我不回。我很委屈，我说我被父亲撵出来了，不想回家。他想了一会儿说，乖，好孩子一定要回家的。
见我继续坚持，他说，如果你愿意，就来我家住几天吧？虽然我们是初次认识，但犹豫了一下，我竟然答应了，因为那天我真的无处可去。
他告诉我他家的详细地址，并告诉我他现实中名字叫“辛雷”，穿件纯白色的休闲帽衫，戴一副黑框边近视眼镜。
我带着身上仅有的钱，坐了近40分钟的客车，找到了他家。
那是一座带院落的二层白色小楼，黑色的两扇铁门关得严严的。我在门口徘徊了一下，想自己冒失的到来是不是有些唐突，但还是敲了门。一会儿听见里面传来了脚步声，我不禁有些紧张。
一个四十岁左右的女人打开门。探头问我找谁？她的神情看起来憔悴不堪。我于是怯怯地说出了“辛雷”的名字。女人立刻惊异地上下打量我，问我是谁？我轻声说是他的朋友。这时我已经能猜出她是“辛雷”的母亲了。女人迟疑了一下，让我进来。
我一直跟着女人往里走。她家的房子很大，偌大的客厅显得有些空旷，房子里好像除了我和那个女人再没有第三个人，我开始奇怪“辛雷”知道我来，为什么没有在家里等我。
太阳已经转到西面，没有阳光的房间让人感觉有些阴冷。女人指着雪白墙上挂的照片问我，你找他吗？
我看过去，照片里一个穿着纯白色休闲帽衫的男生，正透过一副黑框边眼镜冲我笑，我忽然就有了一种莫名的恐慌，怯怯地问他不在家吗？女人开始小声抽泣，说，你还不知道吗，我儿子已经死了一年多了，今天正好是他的生日。我已经惊得不会说话了。女人继续说，他是因为痴迷“网络游戏”，离家出走后，遭遇意外死了。
我顿觉后背一阵发冷，胡乱和那个女人搪塞了几句，谎称自己刚从外地回来，就匆忙逃离了那所房子。
我总怀疑自己经历的是一场幻觉，可是当我第二天看见张远头上裹着带血的纱布出现时，就一下想起了那天在游戏里，“我在等你”为了给我解气刀砍张远的情景。这难道真是巧合吗？
我又一次进入了网络游戏，并用“我在等你”的名字搜索他的id，发现他最后一次上线的时间竟是一年多前。这一次，我彻底迷惑了！
我无法解释自己经历的这一切，但从此我真的远离了网吧。每天放学，我都乖乖地回家，因为我知道，这是一个曾经的男孩最后悔的，没有完成的心愿。
Introduce:I once was infatuated with game of online sth resembling a net wildly, because I am dark,be love a schoolboy in class going to work, he calls Zhang Yuan, the manner of cruel cruel is very engaging. Game of Zhang Yuanxi joyous network, to be close to him, everyday I also am carrying satchel on the back to go to same home the Internet bar gets online. Can be imagined my achievement suffer a disastrous decline, those who change is Zhang Yuan however not cold to mine not hot. On Friday afternoon, teacher a visit to the parents or schoolchildren or young workers. Father hears because go up,I am Internet bar achievement glides quickly, right my have a fit, start work hit me, scold me even " boil " . After the teacher goes, ran out under my stretch. On the weekend, the school also does not have a person, I do not know where to should go to again, was forced to go to that joining the black Internet bar that the name does not have again. Entered game when me, just discover Zhang Yuan also is in game, there still just is the girl of short skirt of a dress beside his. In my heart extremely afflictive, overflow in game world aimlessly to-and-fro. I am in namely encounter at this moment " I am waiting for you " of the player, his character order and degree is higher than Zhang Yuan, connecting equipment is top class. He follows me all the way, say " violet language " I take you to play! I am very irritated, do not be willing to manage him, but he still follows me. I want to use him, say, somebody bullies me, your side does not help my 々 next the eaves of game character name that I spoke Zhang Yuan. He says you are waiting, overtook Zhang Yuan next, he was chopped before going up one knife. I abreacted eventually the resentment in him heart, although be,be in network game. "I am waiting for you " took me to play a little while again, make my feeling close rise. He says he wanted to fall later, today is his birthday, say to me, let me must come home earlier. I feel wronged and act rashly the ground says, not, I am not answered. I very grievance, I say I was come out by father drive out, do not want to come home. He wanted a little while to say, good, good child must come home. See I continue to hold to, he says, if you are willing, come a few days do I live in? Although we are the first time understanding, but hesitated, I agreed actually, can go because of my true that day nowhere. He tells me the detailed address of his home, the name in telling me he is actual cries " Xin Lei " , wear a lily recreational cap unlined upper garment, wear the spectacles for nearsighted persons side a pair of black casing. I am taking the only money on the body, the passenger car that took nearly 40 minutes, found his home. That is a 2 white Xiaolou that takes yard, two iron gate of black close those who father severely. I wandered in the doorway, the arrival that thinks oneself are rash is a little abruptness, but still beat the door. Hear a little while inside transmitted footstep, I can't help having some of insecurity. 40 years old of right-and-left women open the door. Who does probe ask I search? Her expression looks extremely gaunt. I then cowardly
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