我是属于路盲的那种女孩子，从小方向感就很差，对我来说道路没有东南西北之分，只有左右之分。
十岁之前，爸妈从不放心让我一个人走远。即使他们带着我出门，也有点提心吊胆，生怕我被人群挤丢了，迷了路，就再也回不了家了。所以童年时，我几乎没有去过外地，我去过的最远的地方就只是十几里外的城郊。在那里，一望无际的田野中，有爷爷奶奶的坟墓。每年的清明节，我会被爸爸带过去扫墓。
在我十八岁那年的春天，爸妈也像往年那样准备了祭品，替我向老师请了假，然后骑车带我去扫墓。
虽然每年都会去爷爷奶奶的墓地，但是我对那里的道路还是很陌生。满眼的油菜花田，哪里跟哪里都没有区别，再加上田间小路纵横交错，走入其中，简直就像进了迷宫。其实就连爸妈要找到爷爷奶奶的坟墓也得费上半天劲儿。
那一天也是这样，我们早晨骑车去的，下午才祭拜完。爸爸跟我说要去守坟人家中看看，送些礼物对他们表示感谢。他让我在原地等着，不要乱跑。
我在原地等了大约十分钟，觉得很闷，便想在附近转转。当时我是被附近一块田地里的豌豆花吸引的，那块地就在旁边，看上去就几分钟的路程，一定不会迷路的。我这么想着，便沿着眼前的小路走了下去。
可是走着走着，我傻了眼。我不但没能找到那块豌豆田，反而被困在一眼望不到头的油菜田中。我越着急就越找不到回去的路，我就像一只无头苍蝇那样，到处乱撞。
天渐渐黑了，四周寂静无声，只听得见很远的地方传来的零星狗吠。一个人站在这么空旷的地方，我害怕得想哭。
可是突然间，我发现眼前有东西在晃动。我仔细一看，竟是我自己的影子，银白色的月光把我的影子拉得很长，可是我的影子怎么会出现在我的左前方呢？这太奇怪了。我面对着月亮，而且月亮是唯一的光源，不管怎么着，影子也不该出现在我的左前方呀？
我站在原地，前后左右乱转，试图证明只是我的眼睛花了，可是我的影子就像被胶水粘住了，一动也不动地始终保持最初的方向。
难道那是回家的方向？
我往左前方走了一段之后，面前出现了一条稍宽的路。影子的角度往右偏离了三十度，我顺着走了下去。就这样，影子不停改变方向，我跟着它不停地走。
当熟悉的环境出现在我面前的时候，我惊喜地发现，影子竟把我带回了家。因为太激动了，我在跑到家门口的时候还摔了一跤。妈妈为我开的门，她简直不敢相信自己的眼睛，从来都是路盲的我竟然走了十几里路自己回了家。
第二天天亮，一直找我的爸爸也回家了。他本来是想报警的，可是当他看到我安然无恙地坐在家中后，所有的担心都转化为了生气与好奇：你究竟是怎么找回家的？
是影子带我回来的。可是我的实话实说却让爸妈更加生气，他们认定我在撒谎。
但是很快，他们的愤怒被一件事情打消了。我在家门前的白灰地上摔了一跤留下的痕迹让他们觉得不可思议：一个人摔一跤怎么可能留下两个人印呢？白石灰上清晰地印着两条半重叠的人影，一条与我的身材相当，而另一条则细细长长地斜在一旁。妈妈让我站到太阳下，他们吃惊地看到，拖在我身后的影子竟与地上斜着的人印完全重合了。
他们终于相信了我说的话。
我曾经把这件事情讲给很多人听过，绝大多数人听了之后都只是笑，以为我在开玩笑。只有大学时与我同宿舍的一个女孩子说她也曾遇上过有关影子的怪事。
她告诉我，那晚她下晚自习回家，刚打开门，家里的狗就狂吠起来。狗的异常反应让她很吃惊，家里有陌生人时它才会这样，只见它箭一般冲向她的影子，又咬又抓，然后她看到她的影子灵巧地闪到了一旁。她的头脑完全蒙了，她站着没动，影子却自己动了……
跟我的遭遇一样，也没有人相信她说的话。
可是，不相信就代表不存在吗？后来的很多时候，我总是迷惘地望着我的影子，想，这属于我的一部分，与我究竟是怎样的关系呢？很明显，它并不完全受我控制。也许在人类尚不可知的领域里，它也有自己的温度，甚至思想与活动。可是，那又有谁知道呢？
Introduce:I am the sort of girl that belongs to road blind, as a child direction-sense is very poor, to me road does not have the cent of southeast northwest, have right-and-left branch only. 10 years old before, pa Mom never is at ease let my person go far. Although they are taking me to go out, also have bit of have one's heart in one's mouth, for fear that I am squeezed to lose by the crowd, confused a road, also cannot return the home again. So when childhood, I did not have been to an other place almost, the farthermost place that I had gone to is the outskirts of a city of ten inside and outside only. Over, in the field of stretch to the horizon, have the graveyard of grandfather grandma. Annual tomb-sweeping day, I can be gone by father belt pay respects to sb at his tomb. In my spring, pa Mom also planned sacrificial offerings in that way like in former years, asked for leave to the teacher for me, take me to go by bike next pay respects to sb at his tomb. Although can go every year the graveyard of grandfather grandma, but I am very unfamiliar still to the road over there. The cole of eyeful spends cropland, do not have distinction with where where, plus crisscross of field alley freely, go among them, resembled entering simply labyrinthian. The graveyard that should find grandfather grandma with respect to the Mom that join dad actually also gets cost to go up a long time strong. That day also is such, we go by bike in the morning, ability hold a memorial ceremony for is done obeisance to afternoon. Father says to want to look with me, send some of gift to thanks to them. He lets me waiting in place, do not run in disorder. I waited about ten minutes in place, feel very frowsty, want to turn around. At that time is spend me to attract by the pea in an around cropland, that ground is on the side, look the distance with respect to a few minutes, scarcely will be stray. I am thinking so, went along the alley before. But going, I became foolish eye. I not only fail to discover that pea field, be in tiredly instead the rape tanaka that hopes to be less than a head. I am more anxious the way that seeks less than going back more, I do not have head fly like in that way, bump in disorder everywhere. The day is gradually black, all around noiseless and breathed, the fragmentary dog that hears so that see very far place is transmitted only barks. One individual station is in so the place of hollowness, I fear so that want to cry. Can be abrupt, there is a thing to be in before I discover a small hole rock. I look carefully, it is the shadow of myself unexpectedly, the moon of silvery white helps my reflection very longly, how can the shadow that can you be me appear in my left ahead? This is too strange. I am confronting a moon, and the moon is only light source, no matter how be worn, ought not to shadow also appear in my left ahead? I stand in place, around controls mill, try to prove the eye that is me only was spent, but my shadow resembled be being adhered by glue, also do not move the ground to retain original way from beginning to end easily. Be the direction that come home then? I walked along one Duan Zhi hind toward left ahead, appeared before
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